Tonight,I am checking in with mixed emotions.I once again had a rude awakening during the day today as I was taking a nap on the sofa at home after I had gotten home from work.I once again had a dream that I was in the middle of a room full of naked men.All of them surrounding me asking for sexual favors and I actually felt powerless within the dream as they were approaching me demanding that I at least gave them blowjobs.I woke up with a horrendous erection that was also throbbing.I am fortunate that I was on the sofa with a family member in another room.I guess that gave me a little strength because I never masturbate or even play with myself with another family member present in front of me.The erection died down within a few minutes.It was still a rude awakening but after it was all over,I felt good because I did not give in to the desire to fantasize by acting out on a fantasy.
On the other hand,I also feel good because my work day went well and that was great.I also mailed out a couple of important letters and that was an accomplishment.Plus,the Buffalo Sabres are playing in Boston tonight.I hope that they can win tonight.A win tonight would be neat.After that shocking shootout loss on Saturday night,a win would be truly sweet.I also had a talk with a good friend tonight over the phone and he's doing good.I always like it when a friend that I can confide in regarding these matters calls to check up on me.That was the only really good thing tonight.A Buffalo Sabres win would make the night even better.
As always,comments are appreciated.Thanks in advance.FJ