Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions again.Today was an emotional roller coaster of giant proportions.After I dropped off some laundry at work,I printed some Sinatra song lyrics that I would like to sing on Saturday night.I left,went home and did my computer work.The roller coaster occured when I was on my way to see my sexual abuse support counselor today.The traffic was immense.I had to contend with inconsiderate drivers who practically have no respect for the law.I drove behind a person who could not obey the speed limits.They were simply driving way too slow.I could not get around because of all the cars that were parked on the street.I had finally made it to the office but I was a few minutes late.I always try to remain punctual with my appointments and I hate it when situations like the one I described above hinders my efforts.I was just a little too angry and I almost really blew up at my counselor,which is something that I had never done before.I know that I need to work on my anger problem and I would like to improve.But situations like that one hinder my efforts.I do want to feel and be happier and I do want to live life to it's fullest alongside moving ahead when it comes to my job.But I am having a difficult time trying to control this problem and it's preventing me from doing what I want to accomplish this.
Regarding that other support group,I have chosen to go next Wednesday because my mechanic said that it would be better for me to go long distances when I have new tires on my vehicle.I am still feeling optimistic about that and I feel that it will be great.I will go next week if I can make it and hope for the best.
On a lighter note,I went to see a movie tonight,which was Texas Chainsaw Masscare:The Beginning and I thought that it was pretty good.It was the first movie that I had seen in a little over a year and that was great.I am hopingthat tomorrow will be better.Not only that,I am also relieved that another Election Day has come and gone.No more negative TV ads from candidates and no more of those totally rude calls from them either.For a year,I have nothing to worry about regarding that.I am also hoping for a Sabres win on Friday night.That would be totally excellent.
Thanks for reading.Comments are welcomed.FJ