Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions once again.I had yet another frustrating day on the job and it was not pretty.I once again had to pick up laundry todaya nd the place where I had to pick it up was another unholy mess.Dirty laundry was everywhere on the floor and in bunches and it took me nearly half an hour to pick it up.I was hoping to be on time but wound up being a few minutes late.On top of that,I had to put up with hypocrasy in the form of a colleague when I asked her to sign me up for a lunch but she told me it was too late but the rules of my workplace say that 10:30 am is the cutoff time and it was only 3 minutes left.But I could not get anywhere with her.She kept saying that it was "too late" but there was still only 3 minutes left.I pleaded my case and fortunately,we reached an agreement.She said that if any food was left,she will make sure I got something to eat.I did and I felt better.But the way that the day started out and this needless frustrtaing confrontation alongside the frustration of cleaning up after lazy drug and alcohol problematic people in a rehab center was really too much.If that was not bad enough,I also had to put up with other ignorant people and their baloney.All of these emotional conflicts led me to masturbate.It was just too much.But it was not over yet,I also had to endure yet another spur of the moment invitation from my niece to celebrate my mother's birthday today and I really was not in the mood for that.I was hoping to spend a nice quiet evening at home relaxing and taking it easy but I wound up cutting short such plans to go to a party that I was not even in the mood for and I had to put up with the loudness of my niece's screaming kids,which led me to have a really bad headache.I do not mind going to socail gathering.I have nothing personal against them nor am I anti-social.But I was definitely not in the mood for all of that after what happened to me today at work nor was I looking forward to being around a bunch of noisy kids.I know that they are my grand nieces and my grand nephew(middle child)and I have nothing personal against them.But I was looking forward to having time to myself to forget about all the negativisms that had happened.I did not get it.I am feeling a little at edge tonight and I am hoping for a good night's sleep and a great weekend.That way,I can put all of this behind me and forget it.A good night's sleep and a great weekend will hopefully make me forget about all the negativisms and just toss them to the wind.
I will be entertaining my friends tomorrow night and I am hoping to try out a few new songs that I have been wanting to try out.I hope that it goes well.
That was my day an dnight.Comments are always welcomed.FJ