Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty so-so day today.
The work day went by smoothly and I did get a lot done.But when the day was over,I had to leave one job unfinished.One of the dryers was not performing up to snuff as I was waiting for some blankets that I had put into the dryer once they were done in the washer.It's bad enough that one of the dryers is out of order at the moment but when one is not drying like it should and it takes nearly half an hour to switch from wet to damp,you often wonder what's going wrong.But I couldn't stay for too long.I simply bagged what was clean and prepared to drop it off.But before I left,I managed to leave a note for the job coach explaining the reasons why I had to leave what I had to leave the way it was.I will be calling tomorrow to see if everything is cool.I would hate it that there is anything negative about this situation with the job coach.So,I am hoping and praying that everything will work out fine when I do indeed talk to her.
I also have not been feeling good.My mom being sick during the weekend and my sister and her husband having problems with two of her children turning against her.This has not been a very happy month for me.The financial crisis that my mom and I are currently in and the problems that are apparent between my sister and her family.It just hasn't been very happy.In fact,it has been rocky(though that's putting it mildly)and pretty stressful.My mom and I had to pay over half of a big water bill and we still have to set aside money for the property taxes.I am hoping that this crisis is over soon and that my sister can resolve the issues are going on in her life.This all has not been very good in trying to hold my anger because issues like this really get me hot.I am having a difficult time trying to hold my own because old issues are actually renewing themselves and making me mad and saying terrible things in anger to myself pretending that there are people there.Again,it hasn't been a very good month moneywise or emotionalwise.I am hoping that this month ends soon so I can forget this stuff.
Tonight,as a result of my mom's illness and me feeling way too down,I chose to stay home.I didn't go to any meeting tonight.I am just too way down to do anything.Tomorrow,my mom is going to see a doctor and I am hoping that she can get her tests done soon so she can get her medication prescriptions and finally get back to where she was before.I think that I might not be able to take much more of this.I am hoping that it's all over soon.
This afternoon,after I got home,I left again to go to K-Mart to get five quarts of motor oil because my engine was low on oil.You never know what might happen when your engine's oil level gets too low.After doing that,I had my mechanic checked out the level on the dipstick and he said that I was fine.I left for home after that.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It was a lot of e-mails and I managed to get it all done in a short period of time.I feel like I have accomplished something.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well and that there is isn't a big mess to clean.I am also hoping to check out a new thrift shop within the area that I live and see if there is anything collectable.I am also going to be hoping for the best for my mom when she goes to the doctor tomorrow.I am hoping for a good day today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ