Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I ran mostly errands for my mom today and I also tried to get out and do something for myself.But when I got to where I had to go,the place was closed.I headed for home to complete what I had to complete and headed home for dinner.
After I ate,I decided to catch up and finish some last minute computer work.It was nothing much.It was just some last minute e-mails.I even visited Wikipedia and checked out some pages on there about some movies that I had seen when I was a teenager.It was a pretty good day today and I managed to get some stuff done.
Last night before I left to entertain the crowd,I called my sister who lives locally and I told her about our mom's condition and that she wasn't feeling very well.I told her about her headache's and the dizzy spells that she was ghoing through.I was just concerned that something might happen and I didn't want to feel guilty about anything like that.She did call later while I was out and said that she was going to stay overnight to check up on our mom and try to help in any way she could.She stayed over the whole night and left very early this morning.
My night of entertaining the crowd last night went great and I had a great time.But at the some time,I was concerned about my mom.She was feeling sick all week with headaches and dizzy spells.At first,the spells were mild but they had progressed to moderate yesterday,which is why I called my sister.I felt that it would be in the best interests of my mom for her to be here to help and keep an eye on her.My mom did feel better today and that was good.But still,I was worried about her and I wanted her to be feeling like herself again.Last night,before I went to sleep,I asked the creator to help my mom get well and feel better.That is all I asked last night before going to sleep and I didn't ask for anything else.I felt that my mom feeling better was more important than anything else.After asking that,I turned out the light and went to sleep.
Apparently,all the emotional stress and strain that I went through over my mom sick and all the money problems led me to fall.I wound up masturbating this morning but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better and now,I am not feeling bad over it.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have to help my mom with the groceries tomorrow because we do need to get food in the house before we ran out.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ