Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am not as depressed as I have been in the last few days.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I managed to get a lot done despite the negative circumstances.I also had a wonderful lunch and after everything was done,I simply bagged everything that was cleand and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading home.
On the way home,I dropped an important letter in the mail and I withdrew some money for my mom out of her checking account.I went straight home afterwards.
I relaxed for much of the day when I got home.I didn't go to the sex addicts group meeting tonight because I didn't feel like going and I was feeling a little too depressed over my masturbatory failings that had happened on Sunday and Wednesday.All of the emotional stress and strain regarding my mother's health and worrying about it was what led to my falls.But I do feel better about it now with my mom feeling better and I am hoping that she will start feeling better in the next few days.I will be calling the leader of the group to explain why I didn't come tonight and I am hoping that he will understand.
I will be getting a break from work tomorrow.I will be going to a company picnic tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that it will all go well.I will also be visiting the pool and having a little swim or two.Again,I am hoping that the picnic goes well.After that,it's the weekend and I will be singing up a storm on Saturday night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ