Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was a not too eventful day.I did manage to finish my personal PC work and I ran a few errands.During that time,I went to a local Chinese take out place and had a bowl of chicken soup.I have a few cold symptoms that I am trying to get rid of that started when we had the latest snowfall in the city where I am living and that was the main reason for the soup.After eating my late lunch,I went to a nearby supermarket to finish my errands.
I had to pick up a few more things for the home and I also bought a few things that I needed.After paying for them and getting a tank of gas,I headed straight home.
After getting home,I watched another episode of Friday The 13th: The Series.I watched an episode this morning when I woke up and after that,I did my personal PC work.I watched another one tonight just before eating dinner and while eating,I watched the local news and afterwards,NBC news.I had to hear some more about the promising FLU vaccine that medical science is trying to develop and they feel that they are getting close.I am hoping that this is approved soon because that means that the dreaded infectious disease will be a thing of the past if it does.
After all of that,I decided to do some catching up on some much needed computer work.I might watch a cartoon or two after that on YouTube.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It started out pretty slow but then,it got pretty good.There weren't too many people when I got there but there were quite a few as the night was winding down.I got lots of positive responses and it made me feel good.
As for the rest of the night,I really don't know what I'll do.I might go out and have at least one drink or maybe,because of the cold symptoms that I have,I might just stay home tonight.If I do go out,I'll do it early because I have to get up in the morning.I have to go to the local hospital for a health screening.I am hoping that it goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I masturbated this morning and it made me feel miserable.It was over a lustful fantasy with a guy that I once had something sexual with.I did ask for the creator to forgive me afterwards but I still felt a little depressed after that.I do feel better because I managed to go out and do a few things and again,it made feel a little bit better.I guess that I may have to start going back to church when the weather gets warmer.I juts have to make myself get up in the morning for that.I still have some nervousness about it but in time,I hope to get over that hurdle and restart.Prayers would be appreciated.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.As stated above,it is a big day tomorrow and I am hoping that everything works out for me.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ