Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I had plenty to do.First,after eating breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I made my bed.I had a long day ahead of me and I needed to get some important things done.
When I did get out,I had a late but light lunch at a small Chinese restaurant,which was a small bowl of chicken soup.After that,I went and I had my hair cut.I also bought a new pack of CD-R's and a bowl of cereal at a local Big Lots.The last thing on my agenda was that I had to go to a local supermarket and buy a few things that my mom needed.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I bathed and I ate a light dinner.I also got a phone call from a friend of mine saying that he wanted to go out tonight and that he wanted me to pick him up.I said that this would be no problem and we hung up.
After all of that,I registered a dollar bill at the Where's George site and I also did some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good but busy day.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am looking forward to doing that.I always look forward to singing each and every week because it moves me to do that and all the positive responses that I receive.I really enjoy what I do.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I fell this morning.I masturbated while still in bed.I was playing with my genitals until I was at the point of orgasm and I masturbated to finish it.I felt miserable after that.I did ask for forgiveness from the creator,which made me feel better.I am hoping that I can conquer this habit and these SSA struggles that I am currently battling.I don't want anything sexual with men.I want to have healthy,non-sexual relationships with men where sex has no place.I am hoping that I can find some real male friends soon.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ