Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I didn't have too much to do today.I had breakfast and I did my personal PC work.After that,I got ready to do what I needed to do.
I had an appointment to day with a sexual abuse support counselor who I had worked with previously.Before heading for that clinic,I had to make a stop over at my doctor's office to inquire about getting a follow-up on my prescription for a blood pressure medication that I am currently taking.They told me that they would call it in before the end of the day but when I called the drug store,they informed me that nothing was called in at the moment.I am hoping that it will be called in soon.I would hate to be without the blood pressure medication that I need.I only have a few pills left and I am going to be needing enough to last me until the next appointment that I have with the doctor.I am going to call tomorrow and see if it has been called in.
My session with the sexual abuse support counselor went well.I told her what I had been doing for the past several months.I told her about the accident that I had in late November 2008,which was why I hadn't come to counseling for a few months.After the session,we made another appointment and I left the office.
On the way home,I stopped at my mechanic's garage so he could check on my wheel alignment.I had a problem trying to steer my 4X4 on Friday trying to go in another area of Western New York and he said for me to bring the vehicle over and have him check it out.After he drove it and checked the undercarriage,he told me that there was nothing wrong and that the reason why I had trouble was that it was windy on the day that I was trying to go out of town.I was relieved and I headed straight home.
I guess that I am still a little nervous after what had happened to me in November of last year.I was in a very bad accident that totaled my car and I had to get my 4X4 back on the road as a result,which took a little over two months and lots of expensive work.I am glad to be driving again but I need to take this slow.I guess that I need to work on my long distance travel and try to overcome the nervousness that I am still feeling as a result of the November accident.I know that I will be back to where I was before that happened but it will take some time to ease back into it.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had really nothing happen.No images or cravings came upon me and I feel pretty good.I know that there is tomorrow and the day after that and so on.I am hoping to get by unscathed this week.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ