Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I stayed home for much of the day because it rained.It was also a little chilly.When I got out of bed,I ate a light breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot.But I managed to get it done.After doing that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
The first thing that I did was that I ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things that my mom needed at a local supermarket.When I got there,they were having a hot dog sale and a small yard sale styled sale to benefit the local chapter of the Juvenile Diabetes Foundation.I bought a hot dog because I hadn't had a bite to eat since I had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.After I did my shopping,they were giving away the stuff that wasn't sold and I grabbed several record albums,a couple of videos,a book of Aesop's fables and a combination scarf and glove set.I headed straight home to drop the stuff off and head back out again.
I went to my record store friend's house to see about having him check out my record collection to see how the work we are setting to do will entail.It is going to be a lot of work spread over some weeks.I really don't know how many weeks it will entail.But I am hoping to get it done before the really warm weather hots so I can protect them.I just hope that it will be done in a few weeks time.I headed back home after talking with him.
When I got home,I bathed.I am going to be going out tonight to entertain the crowd and I needed to get cleaned up.I bathed for about 20 minutes while my mom prepared what I had picked up at the store for dinner.After I was done,I ate.
After eating,I did some last minute personal PC work.I also did some browsing on the internet.I just visited a few sites and started to post here.
I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd as I usually do every Saturday night.I am hoping for a wonderful evening.Though I rarely have a bad night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.I do have a feeling that things will work out for me and that the night will go well.Still,I hope.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode this morning while in bed.I was having a dream where I was being begged to perform a sexual favor on a guy and I was also talking to myself in sleep as if this were happening in the room rather than being a dream.This whole thing caused me to masturbate.Afterwards,I felt miserable.I have been sober since the start of the week and I wound up giving in to temptation.I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I felt better.I also slept for about a couple more hours and I felt better.I used to dwell on these failures but I don't anymore.The dwelling on the failures made it more difficult for me to stick to my resolve.Though I do fail from time to time,I don't let the failures bring me down.I simply move on with the rest of the day and just hang in there.I am also moving on from this failure starting now.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ