Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a day that I had only a little bit to do.Before anything,I had a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It was only a little bit to do.After doing that,I did a scan on my computer and proceeded to get on with the day.
I went out to run a small errand for my mom and I also managed to stop at a few garage sales.I was surprised to see that there were some sales going on because the day wasn't too sunny and bright as it was yesterday.But I stopped to look around and there really wasn't much there for me to look for so I proceeded to finish the errand that I was doing for my mom.
I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up some green onions that my mom needed for tonight's dinner.I was fortunate that they has some left because they had a sale on them.After paying for them,I headed for home but also stopped at another garage sale along the way.
When I got home,I went to check on my computer to see if the scan was done,which it wasn't.I simply watched a little bit of TV until it was done.It took several hours but when it was done,there were no security risks in my database.I will be doing more scans weekly to try and keep my computer safe from all risks.It is wonderful that everything was okay.
Before I ate,I bathed for a while to get cleaned up for tonight.I am going out to sing and I am hoping for a wonderful evening.Though I rarely have a bad night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have the feeling that everything will work out but I hope.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I decided to post my day on here.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am not feeling any depression right now.I am feeling good.I was feeling down for much of the week.It was a case of the sudden blues that happen when least expected.But tonight,I am feeling great and I am not feeling any sadness.I also feel confident that the night will go well.I am also feeling confident that I will have a great night singing.I also have a smile on my face as I am typing this.I hope that I can continue feeling this good.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I have had no cravings or images creeping up into my mentality.I am also not having any tempation to watch pornography either.It is wonderful.Though I am feeling wonderful not to have any SSA issues today,I still have to be on guard.The cravings,images and the temptation to watch any pornography will come when least expected and I will have to deal with them when they strike.But I can smile and feel good because I now have the choice not to act out on the desires,including watching porn in any way,shape or form.It is great t0 have choices and to make the right ones.I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the weekend unscathed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ