Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I woke up out of a deep sleep by something that I can't remember.I don't know if it was a bad dream or by something that only I heard.But I got up out of bed and I watched a little bit of TV to help me get a little sleepy,which worked.I turned the TV off and I went right back to bed and slept for a little over 2 hours.
When I got out of bed for the day,I ate a quick breakfast and had a couple cups of coffee.I also remembered to take my morning medication and I did feel a little bit better.I also did my personal PC work and that only took me 1/2 an hour.I also did some browsing whiile I was online and that helped kill some time.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
In the early afternoon,I decided to finally get around to doing my laundry.I have been wanting to get around to doing that for the past few days and I finally got it done.The best thing about that was that the laundromat wasn't too crowded.There were only a few people there.It was also an unexpected surprise.I also had a light lunch while I was out.After the laundry was done,including me folding everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the laundry away and I relaxed a bit while watching TV.There really wasn't too much on but I did manage to watch a cartoon show.After that,I shut the TV off and just took it easy.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I even managed to have a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and conversation went well.I will be calling again tomorrow night.
Throughout the day,I was still feeling down.The depression that I am currently going through is really taking a toll.I feel depressed and funky for most of the day but by the evening,it levels off.I know that I have been talking about this for quite some time.But the reason why I do is because I feel the more that I talk about it,the better I will feel.But it hasn't been working.I am still feeling down and funky and I really want to start feeling better.I have been taking my medication and while that has been helping me as far as sleep goes,it hasn't really started kicking in to help ease the depressive mood.I am hoping that I can get out of this funk very soon and I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in soon enough.Because I am at the point where I am sick of being of being in this funk.I am hoping that there is something out there that will help me get over this.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not experiencing any issues nor problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner tomorrow morning and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am alsp hoping to get a lot of positive advice out of this.I really need to get out of this funk.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ