Tonight,I am feeling okay,although I am still feeling depression.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.I simply picked up the laundry and I dropped it off at the work site.When I arrived there,I sorted the laundry out and I had my lunch.After eating my lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I had a 1/2 hour nap on the sofa.I also watched a little bit more TV and I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up something from a friend of my mom's house and after I was finished doing that,I went to a local supermarket to turn in some bottles and cans that had accumulated in the back seat of my vehicle over a period of time.I also wanted to make sure that there was room in the back seat so when grocery shopping happens,there is enough room in the back seat to put the groceries in there.I also went to a gas station to get a little bit of gas in my tank.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of the evening news for a while and I also ate a light dinner while watching a little bit more of the evening news.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and even had the opportunity to try out a new online game.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I don't know how I am going to go about getting out of this.I have been taking my medication and I have been trying to surround myself with others,including going to work.But it is not working.I want to get out of this funk and I am sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.I am hoping to get out of this funk soon.
As usual,my SSA struggles are not impacted by this depression that I am feeling.I am having no temptations to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ