Tonight,I am feeling okay,but I am still feeling some depression.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I also had a lot of laundry today to pick up.The pick-up also went smoothly with no messes to clean up.After I arrived at the work site to sort out the laundry and start a load,I hung out at the social club for a while.
After lunch,I decided to concentrate more on my job and hopefully,to get a lot more done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On The way home,I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I tried to relax and take a nap.All I got was a 1/2 hour lay down.I also read from a newspaper that I bought home.I also watched the early portion of the evening news.I also watched the later portion whiel eating a late dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work,which included some internet browsing.I also had a few small talks with the Drop-In Center throughout the evening.I had to make a few separate call intervals because they were really busy tonight and I couldn't get an awful lot in tonight while talking to them.But I managed to get a combined total of 15-20 minutes in and that was better than nothing.
The depression that I continue to feel is still with me.I felt funky for much of the day and I was really feeling sleepy as a result.I almost fell asleep on the job today.I was also feeling really downcasted.The people around me have said that I have made some progress but I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I want to feel better and I want to get over the funky feeling that I am currently feeling.I am hoping that the medications that I am currently taking will kick in real soon so I will start feeling better.I am getting sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the depression that I am feeling has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.I am also not having any temptations to act out,which includes watching pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ