Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I really did not do too much today.I mostly stayed home and relaxed.I had really nothing else to do.The only thing that I did was that I movced my vehicle to another spot on the street to coincide with the street parking laws.Again,I had nothing else to do,so I stayed home.
I did watch a little bit of TV.But there was really nothing on to be watched.I turned off the TV and did my personal PC work.
After doing that,I fixed a sandwich for lunch and I ate it while relaxing in a chair.The only thing that I did do was that I had a prescription refilled at the local drug store by calling it in on the phone.I also got a reminder from the hospital about my appointment for Monday afternoon with the nurse practitioner.I am eagerly awaiting the meeting with her as I have a lot to tell her.I have to tell her about the way that I have been feeling lately,which is depression of the worst kind.At least,that is the way that it feels to me.
While eating dinner,I watched the evening news and after I was finished,I watched a little bit more and did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and checking out a couple of online videos on YouTube.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this depression for far too long.I am taking my medication and I am doing everything in my power to try and overcome it but I am still in the state where I was when it first started.I have not been feeling like myself lately and I want to start feeling like myself.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in really soon.I am alreday getting sick of feeling this way.
The only positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ