Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with he rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.The main thing on my agenda was to go to the laundromat and get my laundry done,which I did.It took a few hours,but when it was done,I bagged it and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to convert the rest of my change to cash and when I was done,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to buy another box of mac and cheese.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my laundry bag in the room where I sleep and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals and sexual images of men did cloud my mind as I did that.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also asked that he be merciful towards me.I prayed and I prayed.I left nothing out as I prayed.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I am still a work in progress.I am still working on getting tough with myself.I want to stop habitually sinning and going to my Heavenly Father to ask for forgiveness.I want to show my Heavenly Father that I am serious about wanting to heal from and overcome SSA.I don't want to feel that I am abusing that divine gift of forgiveness that my Heavenly Father gives when those who worship him fall short.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.They both help keep me going and also help both reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ