Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work.After that,I just relaxed and took it easy for most of the day as it was a very Windy day today.The winds were very high and they are still going strong.My hometown has a High Wind Warning in effect until 4:00am tomorrow morning.I simply stayed home for much of the day.I listened to some music and watched some TV.When evening was starting,I realized that I had to head out to get a few things that I needed.I went to the local Dollar Tree store to buy these things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,though I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have and having both BPD/Schizophrenia makes that particular struggle even more difficult for me.Tonight,I am going to ask for some prayers.Tomorrow,I have an appointment in the early afternoon to meet with a counselor in another area of the county at a psychiatric rehab center.I am doing this because I need to finally start to let go and transcend from the unresolved issues that are blocking me from discovering the healing that I truly need to start overcoming this terrible SSA and finally going on to becoming the man that I am meant to be.I still need to work on developing a personal relationship with my Heavenly Father by talking to him regularly rather than just praying at night before going to sleep.Since I will be going to that counselor tomorrow in the early afternoon,I need prayers by every one of you.I also still need positive verbal support.Please pray for me as I am going there.I need the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ to help me say what is right and also answer any questions with the right and appropriate answers.Please pray for me tonight and also,please leave me some positive verbal support as I am making this step.Thanks in advance to all of your for your continued support,both prayerful and positive verbal.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do as I am also going to be praying over this as well.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with a supervisor at another local agency and the aforementioned meeting with the counselor in the next county,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ