Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in a hurry and I headed for another local agency to see about getting involved with them in regards to attending groups again and to also talk with the supervisor.
The meeting that I had with the supervisor went well.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I hit the shower to clean my body.After that,I got dressed again and I headed out to the rehab center in another area of the county to discuss about getting my therapy there that I feel that I so desperately need.
The meeting with the orientation boss went great.We talked for a while and after the meeting was over,she said that she would call me for my first meeting with the resident counselor there.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a used record store in the area to look around.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a classic TV episode into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I laid down to read for a while.When I was finished with that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I would like to talk about the big step that I made today.Today,I as I said above,I had an appointment with a rehab center within another area of the county that I live.I had a wonderful talk with the orientation supervisor and they told me that they would call me with my first appointment.I am now eagerly awaiting this.I am hoping that this will be a new beginning for me in regards to my healing.As I said,I have unresolved anger,resentment,trauma and trust issues that I would like to get resolved.I am hoping that this therapy that I am seeking will help me to let go,transcend and finally start to discover the much needed healing that I desperately need so I can finally start overcoming this terrible SSA and finally start becoming the man that I am meant to be in the eyes of my Heavenly Father.I really need to start discovering that and finally discover things that a man is meant to discover.I also want to embrace my gender identity and really start to live like the man that I am meant to be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am making this big step and hoping to finally discover real healing to overcome SSA.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayers and your positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am hoping that this big step that I am making will work out for me in the long run.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of starting groups at that other local agency,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ