Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today.I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for another local agency to attend a couple of group meetings.
Both the meetings went well.After they were over,I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch.After that,I headed back to the agency because they were having a party,but when I got back there,I learned that it was canceled.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at couple of local supermarkets to pick up a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread respectively.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.It took me a while,but I got it done.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of DVD's and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,though it does so,I am still in my daily struggles.My struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA never get any easier.They get more difficult by the day.I never know what to expect next from these struggles of mine.Today,while at the local kitchen waiting in line for my meal,I was inexcusably insulted by the man who was in front of me.This shows me that there is ignorance everywhere.It's bad enough that ignorant people out there in the world call me and many other mentally challenged people freaks,outcasts,and many other mean nature styled names and labels,but to inexcusably insult someone and also tell them to stay away from medication has to be the lowest of the low in this area.After this happened,I was tempted to act out in a variety of ways apart from seeking other men to act out physically with them.When things like this happen,I at times don't know whether I am coming or going.I hear things in my head right now that I wish I wasn't hearing and it's making me feel at edge as well as having other varied negative thoughts.Fellow blog followers and readers,I desperately need your prayers right now.I also need your positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I will be having Thanksgiving dinner at my nephew's house with my family and I will also be going to a friends place for a little get together later on after that.For the rest of the day,I might just relax and watch a movie or two when I get home.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming Holiday ahead.FJ