Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I decided to pop a movie into the DVD player and I watched it.After that was over,I did some more personal PC work.When that was done,I watched a little TV and after that,I heated up a can of soup and that was my dinner.After that,I watched a few more holiday themed DVD's.Later on,as it was getting to the late time,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA are still there,with my latter struggles being the most difficult of the two.Tonight,I realized that I haven't been relying more on my Heavenly Father and letting him take the lead in this struggle.I realized this tonight and I also realized that this in itself is a sin.I turned to my Heavenly Father earlier this evening in prayer and I threw everything on him.I turned the struggle over to him and I also repented of not fully relying on him nor having him take the lead in the SSA struggle.I turned it over to him and after I was finished praying,I felt much better and I went on with the rest of the evening.I now need to make it a habit of going to my Heavenly Father in prayer constantly and not just when I need help.I have to daily turn the struggle over to him and rely more on him every day,including letting him take the lead and direct me in the right way.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still need your prayerful support and your positive verbal support.Please leave some positive,uplifting and upbuilding comments in the comments section.Please continue to support me in this particular struggle with your prayers and your positive verbal support.I need your support daily and often.I need it to both reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue praying for me.Please also continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to a pot-luck lunch at the place where the groups are held,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I chose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ