Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for the bank to withdraw a little bit of much needed money.After that,I got a little bit of gas and after that,I looked around the local Salvation Army thrift store to see what they had and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I watched a couple more holiday DVDs as I want to watch them all before the Holiday Season ends for this year.After that,I listened to a little music and later on,I started to prepare a can of soup for dinner.After eating that,I watched another holiday themed DVD and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for turning in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Tonight,I went into prayer to my Heavenly Father as I was really being overwhelmed by temptations and also,by obsession styled thoughts of other men.I prayed real hard almost to the point where I was almost in tears.I asked my Heavenly Father,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,to help me break free and to help me overcome these things.I prayed real hard and left nothing out.I confessed also all the sins that I fell into today and talked about the obsession that I have.I asked him for help in breaking free from this obsession and also to help me fight all of these overwhelming things.I also begged and pleaded for my Heavenly Father to be merciful towards me because of my repeated falls into sin today.When I was finished praying,I felt better and also,I felt,and best of all,I believed that I was truly forgiven for my sins and that the slate was wiped clean.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I truly and desperately need your prayerful and positive verbal support.I still need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle and I need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ