Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee.I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go in particular.Though as the late afternoon was approaching,I decided to take a drive to a local small store to pick up something.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and did a little bit more personal PC work.When that was done,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to watch a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I must report that I was tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have by fantasies and lusting and also,to manipulate my genitals.The evil voices in my head were telling me to do that,but instead,I turned to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him to silence those evil voices and to give me strength to help me fight and resist the temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and I prayed and I didn't cease praying until the temptations had died down and the evil voices were silenced.When I was finished,I felt better and went along with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you day in and day out.I am still all alone where I am at as there aren't many groups in my area that help men like me.I still need the support of everyone who struggles like myself and constantly need affirmation from my fellow men as I was never affirmed by my father when I was a boy nor did I ever receive his love,which is why I feel the way I do.I need all the positive support,both prayerful and verbal,that I can get.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued supports.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ