Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning,had coffee,showered and got dressed up in a suit real quickly.I headed for church as we had a special service today honoring church run schools this week.

The service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I stopped at a local Tim Horton's for a light and late breakfast and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into pajama pants and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some vacuuming in the house and cleaned the bathroom.I also did some dishes.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and headed back out.

I shopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few needed things.After that,I had a light evening meal at McDonald's.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while and after that and later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I need some helpful and spiritual advice.I have been again falling into sin.I have been giving into the terrible temptations to fantasize and lust.Each and every time that I've fallen,I feel terribly miserable.I've fallen into a terribly vicious and evil cycle of falling into sin habitually.I want to stop doing this.I want to stop this vicious and evil cycle that I've fallen into.Yes,I have given into the terribly unclean habit of masturbation as well,which contributes to the fantasizing and lusting that I've fallen back into.I am still feeling miserable.I want to stop and break free.If anyone who reads my blog can provide any helpful advice,please do so.I really need some encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding right now.Please pray for me.Please leave me some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Please help me.Please point me in the right direction.I need all the help and support that I can get.Please help me.Please offer some helpful and spiritual advice.Thanks in advance to y'all for all of your help and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

I also would appreciate prayers that I repair my relationship with my Heavenly Father as I have been failing to go to him in prayer as of late.I need some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words on how I can do that.Thanks.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ