Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went by pretty well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I had a light meal and did some more personal PC work.

I later showered quickly and finished my personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it time for me to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.It is also making my struggles with SSA even worse.I want to stop this terrible habit of mumbling/uttering these things under my breath,but I don't know how.I have been seeking advice on how to stop,but nobody wants to help as nobody who visits my blog will leave anything in the comments section.I'm desperate here.I want to stop,but as I said,I don't know how and I feel all alone because nobody leaves any form of advice on how I can within the comments section.I really could use some helpful advice and suggestions on how I can stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem.I also still need some advice on how I can avoid temptations to act out on the unnatural SSA desires that I have by fantasies and lusting.Please help me.I want to overcome and contain both of these problems.Please share some helpful advice within the comments section,alongside the prayerful support that I also need.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the work day goes well.After work,I will be meeting with the current pastor of my church to talk with him about these terrible problems that I have and hopefully,he can lead me in the right direction.FJ