Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was pretty stressful,especially when a client loses it when his insurance is stalled.He was yelling and cussing.I stayed in my office while this was going on and resumed when it was quiet.It makes me better appreciate that I have weekends off.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some of my personal PC work as I was a little tired after a long work day.After my relaxation,I changed into different clothes and ran a few errands.I got some gas,mailed an important letter out and bought a sandwich for dinner.I headed straight home after all of that was finished.

When I got home,I showered quickly and finished my personal PC work.I heated up my sandwich in the microwave and ate it.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also did some dishes and vacuumed a little.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty stressful day overall.I am hoping that the new work week will be better.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.If anyone out there also struggled with this particular problem,please share what you did to overcome and contain this problem.If it worked for you,maybe it can work for me too.I also would appreciate prayers for my struggles with SSA as I have been giving into temptations to fantasize and lust after other men and I also want to stop this as well.Please continue praying for me and please share some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it goes well for me as I really need it after what had happened today.FJ