Merry Christmas Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The holiday did turn out better than I thought it would and everything went well.But I am still feeling anger at my father due to what he has done to our family.I am also feeling anger at my sister who lives here in the city that I live in.How can she go about saying that everything's okay when everything really is not okay?My father inflicted so much pain in the family and tries to blame everyone else but himself.Plus,him coming into town unannounced with my other sister who is a flight attendant in town despite her feelings for him did not rub me the right way.After I ate dinner,I took a little ride around town for a bit before going home.I needed to look around he town and think a little bit.Plus,I really needed to get rid of these feelings of anger that I had.After the drive,I went home to be by myself.
When I did get home.I popped in the movie Planet Terror in the DVD player part of my VCR/DVD Combo.I saw this movie several months ago at a movie theatre in my hometown when it was a part of the super long movie Grindhouse w/Death Proof as the latter film w/fake preview trailers to spice it up a bit to make it look like we are actually a double feature.But when released on DVD,they were released separate rather than as one.But I needed to watch something to eleviate the boredom and negative feelings that I had and watching Planet Terror took my mind off of my father being in town and the negative vibes that I was feeling.Planet Terror is a spoof of zombie flicks so it really wasn't scary but it was funny and action packed.It is a very entertaining movie that is not a waste of time.It was great.Again,it took my mind off of the negative vibes that I was feeling.If the rest of the week goes by well and if I have a wonderful New Year's Eve,than I'll be alright.I am also hoping that my father will leave town soon so I can even forget that he was here.I was thinking of going out for a drink tonight but I do have to get up in the morning for work to do a laundry pick up and I need some sleep for that.Not only that,I am still feeling somewhat at edge over the negative vibes so I felt that it would be better if stayed home rather than go out.Besides,I need to get up in the morning anyway and I can wait until Saturday night to go out.There is also New Year's Eve to go out as well so I am going to have fun for 2 nights before this month is out.After New Year's Day is over,the holiday season will be officially over.I will be sad to see it end but I will also be happy about it as well so I can forget some of the negativisms that happened over the course of the holiday season this year.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes over well with no messes or hassles.After that,I can take it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the rest of the holiday week.FJ