Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty hectic day today.It would not be hectic if it were not for my father being in town coming in unannounced and when I wanted to drop something off and asked for help in bringing it in,they simply got angry at me and I had to bring it in myself.This really disgusted me.It is bad enough that my father just wizzes into town unannounced with my flight attendant sister in town for the holiday at the same time but not helping me with a simple task so I could be on my way in a hurry was a little too much for me to take.I had to bring it in myself and left disgustedly.
I am now at home relaxing.But I am still feeling perterbed over what happened.I have talked to a lot of people that I know and even they said that it was inconsiderate of my father not calling to say that he was coming into town.I also have the feeling that my sister who lives in this town actually set it up for him to be here at the same time as my other sister.Don't ask me how and why I have this feeling but I do have it.I also have a feeling that something terrible is going to happen and I am hoping that it doesn't.The holiday is tomorrow and instead of feeling joy,happiness and anticipation,I am feeling angry and at edge.Again,though I have the feeling that something is going to happen tomorrow,I hope that nothing happens.I want to enjoy the holiday and I want to be happy but I am feeling depressed and anger.But then again,depression is anger turned inward.Again,I hope that the holiday is nice and I am hoping to Heaven that nothing negative happens.If anyone is reading this,please say a prayer for me that nothing happens tomorrow while I am at my local sister's house.Thanks in advance.
As stated,tomorrow is the Christmas holiday.I hope that the holiday goes well despite the negative circumstances that is going on at the moment.
That was my hectic day today and my hopes for the holiday tomorrow.FJ