Tonight,I am feeling a little down in the dumps.The pick-up today went well and there was no mess to clean up at the drug/alcohol rehab center when I did the pick up.But the reason why I am depressed is because of the lackluster holiday that I had.It would have been a nicer day if my father hadn't shown up unannounced while my flight attendant sister was in town for the holiday.It just didn't feel right having these two in the same room or even the same house together.This was mainly because she couldn't stand the sight of him after he insulted her occupation when she graduated from flight attendant school and woudl not even help her with a minor financial problem that she had to attain that.Fortunately,my sister got help from another source and she succeeded.The worst part of it was when he insulted her occupation and even compared it with prostitution.That really hurt her so much that she has refused to speak with him for a long time.Apparently,my nurse sister still is holding on to the illusion that everything is okay and there is nothing to be angry about.But that latter sister is wrong.Forgiveness does not mean that everything is okay.Forgiveness really does not erase everything done.It does not erase pain,nor does it erase sadness or any other feelings that go along with it.Everything is never always okay.Forgiveness may be divine but it does not erase anything that is etched in stone.Once you cause pain on someone,though you are forgiven,that pain stays and stays.
But anyway,the 2nd phase of the holiday season is past.The 3rd and final phase will be New Year's.With the new year,it brings new hope and it brings new beginnings.If my New Years goes well,I can then say that it was a nice holiday season.As stated,I will be going out to sing for my friends on New Years and I am hoping that the night is a real blast.I know that it is only a few days away but I am looking forward to it.
We had take out pizza for dinner tonight.My mom did not feel like cooking tonight so we had pizza from a local Pizza Hut.It was wonderful.It was deep dish pizza.It was delicious.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the work day tomorrow.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly and I am hoping that the rest of the day afterwards goes well enough.I do have a lot to do after work tomorrow and I am hoping that it can be accomplished.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the rest of the holiday week.FJ