Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went pretty well.I did have at least one minor mess to clean up when I was doing the pick-up.But I managed to get it all done and I dropped everything off at the rehab center before heading for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby drug store in the area of my work and I bought a few things that my mom wanted me to buy.I also went to a nearby Dollar Tree store and bought a few more things.I also went to see a friend of mine who had injured himself to see how he was doing.He said that he was hanging in there and that he is hoping to be feeling better soon.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home, I changed into a sweatsuit and I relaxed for a bit.At least,I tried to.
When I tried to relax,my SSA struggles started to creep back in.I wound up masturbating to images of naked men.This made me feel miserable.I want to beat this thing.I don't want to be attracted to men forever.I know that having sexual relationships with men is not going to give me the fulfillment that I need.If anyone has any ideas,I would like to know.Thanks.
After asking for forgiveness from the creator,I had dinner and I finished my personal PC work.It is now done.
I need to take my mind off sexual relationships with men.If anyone has any ideas,please share.Thanks.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with the medication manager at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ