Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and I simply carried the bags to my 4x4.After dropping them off and sorting the laundry out,I had lunch and went about my day.
The first thing that I had to do was to pick up a prescription for my mom at the local drug store.After that,I picked up a couple more things that were needed for the home at other stores.I also managed to fit in a visit to the local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few nice things.I headed for the hospital afterwards to see the medication manager.I wanted to make sure that I wasn't late.
Though I had to wait for over 45 minutes for the med manager at the hospital,the session went great.I simply told her what was going on with me and how my life was.After she made me another apointment in a couple weeks for a health screening,I left for home.
When I got there,I relaxed a bit and took it easy while waiting for dinner to get done.After I ate,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.
I am now relaxing and I am awaiting the next day.
Regarding my struggles with SSA,I masturbated again earlier today.I was being tormented by images of naked me with erect penises and I also gave into temptation by visiting a Gay porn site just about a minute ago.Earlier,I asked the creator to forgive me and I felt better but I still need to find some support from my fellow men.If there is anyone out there who can give me any encouraging words or advice,please do so.I would greatly appreciate that.Thanks.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ