Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off from work.I really didn't have to much to do.After eating a quick breakfast,I did my personal PC work.I also did a little bit more research on prescription drugs and their side effects.After doing all of that,I decided to relax and take it easy.
I did hear from the doctor's office today.They wanted to inquire as to why I had called the office over the weekend.I told them that it was over the frequent urination that I was struggling with over the weekend and that I had to go to the emergency ward over at the local hospital as a result of it becoming pretty bothersome.I scheduled an appointment for this week and I am hoping that the appointment will go well.I am hoping that the doctor will give me some good news.
I had only one small errand to run.I had to go to a friend of my mom's house to pick up something that my mom had purchased from her and that was the only thing that I did today.
After coming home,I laid down for a bit because I felt tired.The only problem was that I couldn't really get to sleep.I was trying to take a nap.I felt tired but couldn't get any nap time in.I guess that it's a side effect of the medication that I am currently taking that was prescribed for me by the practitioner over at the local hospital.I was yawning for much of the day and just feeling pretty tired even though I didn't do too much.Plus,it was also a pretty dull afternoon because we did have some rain for a little bit of the day and some thunder and lightning.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I checked my e-mail to see if there were any new messages and I posted my day on here.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no cravings nor images creeping up into my mentality nor did I watch any pornography in any way,shape or form.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any problems.
Though I am feeling okay,I am still feeling a little bit of depression.I have been feeling this funk of depression for a little over a week.I am still holding onto the hope that this will pass and that I will feel better.I am sick of this depression and again,I am hoping that this will pass.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ