Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
When I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There wasn't an awful lot to do PC wise so I just browsed for a while online looking up information on medication and their side effects.I have been doing this for quite some time because I am currently taking medication for a psychiatric problem that I have and I want to gain some knowledge of prescription medictaion and the side effects that they might have when they are taken by people.I have learned some of the side effects that are a part of the medicine that I am currently taking and again,I need to know all of this to gain some knowledge.
After doing all of this,I ran out to run an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things that were needed.After getting all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to lay down and tried to take a nap.Try as I did,I couldn't even take a nap.I have been having problems sleeping as of late.I wake up in the early morning hours to use the bathroom and I can't get back to sleep once I get back into bed.I will have to talk this over with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital to see what advice she might have on how to deal and handle this.I want to get my usual sleep and there have been problems with this and I would like to know what I can do to stop this.I am hoping that the nurse practitioner can help me out with this.I will be seeing her this coming Monday and I am hoping to get a reasonable and helpful solution.
Today,during the afternoon,I called a couple of suicide hotlines.Don't worry readers,I AM NOT CONTEMPLATING NOR AM I EVEN THINKING OF CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE.I only called them because I was looking for depression hotlines online and these were the only two phone numbers that I got.I called them and the people that talked with me simply gave me some helpful advice on how to handle the funk that I am currently in and to simply talk it over with the nurse practitioner when I go to meet with her on Monday.I will be doing that the minute that I see her on Monday and as stated,I am hoping for any reasonable and helpful solutions that will help get me out of this funk that I am currently in.Again,I am hoping for something helpful.
After talking with the first person,I bathed for a while to clean up as my mom prepared dinner for the both of us.
After eating,I decided to do some more personal PC work and I also called the other hotline and talked with a lady about the funk that I am currently in.She listened toi every word that I said and I listened to her.It was a pleasant conversation and I did feel a little bit better as a result.
Tonight,I am going out to sing a little for my friends.I am hoping for a nice evening and a lot of positive responses.Though I rarely have a bad night,I still hope for things to go well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I haven't felt any sexual feelings towards any men today.That is the only good thing to come out of this.Though I am in a depressive funk,I am having no cravings to indulge in anything sexual with a man.
As for tomorrow,I am hoping to get to the laundromat to do my underwear.I am hoping that everything goes well as planned.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ