Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.
The work day went a little rough.The laundry pick-up went well but the roughness that I had was when I arrived at the worksite.There was a load left behind by the person who did the laundry the previous day and not only that,there were also a couple of blankets left in a dryer that were really wet.I had to use most of my day to finish off what the guy didn't finish and to get my work going.
Not only that,the social club is temporarily closed as a result of a sewage problem that stunk the whole place up.As a result of this,I couldn't start to do any personal PC work while on break from work and I also had to go to another location to eat lunch and I almost didn't get one as a result of the chaos.I had to spend the entire day in the basement concentrating on my job and to try and forget about the negativisms of the day,which wasn't easy.I did manage to ask periodically how the clean up was going and I did get some good news from the coordinator that the clean up was progressing and that they were hoping to get the social club opening up soon.I am hoping so because it was a pretty dull day sitting in that cellar all alone with nothing to read or not having anyone to talk to while waiting for the load to get done.But I managed to get through the day and when the day was over,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I had to make one stop.It was at a local supermarket to get change for a ten dollar bill that belonged to my mom because she wanted it a certain way that I didn't get it when I withdrew it for her from our regular bank.It is now the way she wants it so she can use it to pay someone that she owes money to.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills on the Where's George site and I also finally got around to doing my personal PC work.Despite some issues with the internet browser that I was using,I got it done.It wasn't easy but I managed to do everything online that I set out to do.After closing the internet off,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while.I also posted my day on here.Overall,it was a pretty mixed day and I am hoping that tomorrow will be better.
I am not feeling any depression at the moment.I am feeling okay and I am hoping that the rest of the evening goes well enough.I still have one more thing to do before I can call it a day.I am hoping to do it after I am finished posting on here.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I have had no cravings nor images creeping up into my mentality lately.This is a great thing.Still,I need to take this as a "One Day At A Time" thing where if I get through the day without any problems,there is still the day after and so on.I am hoping that tomorrow will be problem free.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have that follow-up appointment with the doctor as a result of my emergency room visit over the weekend.I am hoping that the follow-up goes well with good news.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ