Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had myself a couple cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly.After showering,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was done eating,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and I went outside to clean off my car and shovel the walk.After that was done,I headed out to do a few errands that needed to be done.
I first went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After that,I stopped in a nearby local supermarket to pick up something that the Dollar Tree didn't have.After that,I went to a gas station to get some gas.After that,I stopped to see how a friend of mine was doing.After a few minutes with him,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my niece's house to pick up my laundry and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away quickly and I headed back out to do a little more shoveling of the walk for the mail people.I was hurrying as a friend of the family invited me out to lunch and I worked at speed to get the shoveling done.After putting the snow shovel away,the family friend arrived and we headed for a local restaurant for lunch.
It was a wonderful lunch.After we were done,she dropped me off at home and when I got in,I decided to do some more personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a few classic TV show episodes on DVD.
After eating a light dinner,I was hoping to go to a New Year's Eve get together,but the householder wound up getting sick and the get together was cancelled.Since this change of events happened,I decided to attend the New Year's Eve service at church,which was what I was initially going to do until the New Year's Eve get together invitation came to me.
It was a wonderful service and after some fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed out of my dress clothes and into my night clothes.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of my struggles.Today,I gave into temptation yet again by manipulating my genitals and I wound up ejaculating while I was doing this.Yes,sexual images of men did cloud my mind as I did this,and I did immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for falling in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I did feel better as I truly believed that I was forgiven and I moved on with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers,I need some advice on how I can stop this unclean,dirty and impure practice of genital manipulation.This has become a serious habit with me and I do want to stop this habit and overcome it.Please fellow blog followers,if anyone out there has any helpful advice,please share it in the comments section.I would really appreciate that.I also would appreciate that y'all continue prayerful and positive verbal support for me.Please continue in prayer for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both of things day in and day out and also,desperately.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some words of positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of attending the New Year's Day church service,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ