Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as there were a few things that I needed to do.
I went today to run a couple of errands.I first went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I went to a nearby Salvation Army thrift store to look around and after that,I went over to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for those things,I went to another local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After paying for those things,I headed for the drug store to pick up a few prescriptions and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I watched a DVD.I relaxed while doing so.
After eating,I watched another DVD and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I still struggle with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I almost gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men,but before I could do this,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I prayed for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed for the strength to help me fight and resist this overwhelming urge.I prayed real hard.After I was finished,I felt stronger and I also felt better as I knew that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went on with the rest of the day just staying busy and keeping my mind occupied with the important things that I had to do.It was wonderful that I managed to get out into the community and do what I had to do.It was great.I stayed out for much of the day as it was a nice sunny day.It was a little windy and cold,but the sun was shining and it wasn't as cold as it was the last few days.I enjoyed being out and it was wonderful.I even ran into an old schoolmate of mine that I haven't seen in a while and we talked for a few minutes.While I escaped unscathed today,there is tomorrow and the days after that.I still have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to stay on guard and try not to make any sort of temptation consume me.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I would appreciate both of these things as I truly need both prayerful and positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ