Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had only a couple of things planned.
Today,it was a really COLD day here in my hometown.I only had a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to the post office to mail out an important bill that needed to be paid.After that,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store to look around and managed to score a few nice things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I relaxed for a bit.I also did a little bit of reading while doing so.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against the BPD/Schizophrenia and the terrible SSA.Today,I was tempted minimally to act out by fantasies and lusting and also,for the first time in quite a while,I was tempted to look up pornography online while I was initially on the computer.When that latter temptation came around,I decided to simply close off the internet and get away from the computer for a while.I went out and I did what I had to do today out in the community and it was good that the important things that I had to do took my mind off of the sexual stuff and that was great.I simply stayed busy and it kept my mind clean of anything immoral.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers,please keep me in your prayers and also,please don't hesitate to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support day in and day out.I need to stay alive,well and best of all,alert and positive verbal encouragement and prayers do help a lot,especially when it comes to the difficult and terrible SSA struggle,which does nothing to enhance lives,but only to lead people to live a destructive and dangerous lifestyle that can lead to AIDS later on and that is something that I don't want to live at all.I am glad that I am free from enslavement to the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected to SSA and the path of destruction and danger that many who are still enslaved to that sinful sexual lifestyle that only destroys lives rather than enhances them.Please continue praying and leaving some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for all that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with a Wind Chill Advisory that will be in effect until almost noon tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ