Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I was hoping to go to my usual Thursday morning Holy Bible study group,but due to the Winter weather conditions in my hometown,I stayed home.I also had a pounding headache and I took something for it and I laid down for a while and didn't get back up until the pain was gone.I laid down for a little over an hour and I got back up.I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up some toothpaste and light bulbs,but they were out of the light bulbs,so I bought the toothpaste and headed over to a local Dollar General store to get the light bulbs.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the toothpaste and the light bulbs away away.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,the pain in my head came back and I took something again for it and laid down for a little over an hour.
After eating,I was hoping to go to my Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,but got an e-mail stating that it was canceled.I simply stayed home and took it easy for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I was tempted to act out on these unnatural desires that I have by fantasies,lusting and to manipulate my genitals to these unwholesome images of men that were clouding my mind.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for the strength to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I prayed for that strength and after I was finished,I felt better and much stronger.Since I had a headache,I laid down and rested for a while.Fellow blog followers,please keep up in prayer for me and also,please don't forget to leave an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support to help keep me going in this particular fight and struggle.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,since my hometown will be under a Winter Weather Advisory,I am simply going to stay home and take it easy.I will only go out if I have to.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ