Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also did another reading in front of the congregation and it was also Holy Communion Day.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up some stuff that I needed.After paying for everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I got out of my suit.I changed into my sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I had a mild headache and I took something for it.I laid down for a while and I woke up almost two hours later.I got out of bed and prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I was tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA by fantasies and lusting and to manipulate my genitals to these.I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer when these temptations came about.I asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to fight and resist these overwhelming urges.They were very difficult and I prayed real hard to my Heavenly Father for this strength and I left nothing out.I told all to him and I asked for that strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations.After praying,I felt much stronger as the temptation was reduced to nil and I simply dozed off in bed so that my headache could go away.I went on for the rest of the day with no problems as I kept my mind on the tasks at hand throughout the house.Though I did escape unscathed today,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.I am again asking that y'all who follow my blog and read my posts to please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some words of positive verbal encouragement.I need both of these things day in and day out.It also assures me that I am not alone in the SSA struggle and the positive verbal encouragement also helps keep my self confidence and self esteem strong.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ