Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after having a light lunch,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.Since it was a pretty bitterly cold day,I put my long thermal underwear on before putting my clothes on.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the local Radio Shack to pick up a few fuses for my stereo receiver.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed to a local supermarket that was across the street to pick up a small jar of pizza sauce.After that,I stopped at the drug store to pick up my my prescription medication.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries that I bought away and I inserted a brand new fuse in the back of my stereo receiver and now,my stereo is working beautifully.After that,I changed into my sweatsuit and did some more personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and took it easy while reading.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of my struggles.Today,as soon as I got up out of bed,I fell by giving into the temptation to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men and even transgendered people were crossing my mind.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out because my Heavenly Father always wants to know everything that is there and he knows when I am hiding and/or leaving something out.I prayed real hard for my heavenly Father's forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ and after I was finished praying,I felt relieved and much better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.After that,I went on with my day with no worries.I stayed out for some of the day and I kept my mind on things.It helped me take my mind off of the negative things associated with SSA and kept my mind on constructive and needful things.Though I did escape the rest of the with no worries,I know that there is tomorrow and the days ahead.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and please don't be afraid to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section as I both need prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ