Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I got dressed real quickly.After getting dressed,I headed over to the local hospital to get that much needed blood work done.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and I had my usual breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After I had my breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed again as I had to leave the house again for a few important things.
I stopped at the house of a friend of the family and picked up something that they were saving for me.After that,I headed over to a local close out store to buy a box of cereal.After that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a bottle of salad dressing.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work while relaxing.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and watched it.I also relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Though I am still slowly getting into the swing of this,I am working on making frequent prayer throughout the day a part of my life.Today,I was minimally tempted to fantasize,lust and manipulate my genitals to unwholesome images of men,but I turned these terrible and overwhelming temptations to my Heavenly Father and asked him for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ to fight and resist these temptations.I prayed real hard and left nothing out.After I was finished,I felt stronger and moved on with the rest of the day and I was plagued by temptations like I have been plagued with in the weeks and days before.It is great that I am now relying on my own Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ more than ever before and the feeling that I am getting is wonderful.While I am doing this and still working on it,I am again asking that all of my fellow blog followers to please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate a kind and encouraging word or two in the comments section as I need both prayerful and positive verbal support day in and day out.It also helps keep me going and builds both my self confidence and self esteem.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of both my morning and evening Holy Bible study groups,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ