Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I wok up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I received a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach from the job placement agency and an appointment was set up for me to meet with her and the head of the agency this coming Monday.After the phone call,I jumped into the shower to clean up and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed over to the job placement agency to pick up some business cards to attach to paper application after I fill them out alongside my resume.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and when I was finished eating,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After paying for those things,I stopped to see how a friend of mine was doing and after a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.When I was finished with that,I laid down to read for a while.After reading,I did the breakfast dishes and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to pop a DVD into the DVD player and watch it.I also did a little bit more reading while preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two.Today,I was again overwhelmed by temptation,but again,I threw the temptations on my Heavenly Father and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations.I asked for that strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard as these temptations were really overwhelming and strong.When I was finished,I felt better and much stronger.It is a great feeling to have that sort of feeling after praying for strength.Throughout the rest of the day,I had no problems with temptations.I simply kept my mind on the stuff that I had to do and it took my mind off of anything sexual with men.I am now going to start to make it my resolve to pray for strength whenever temptations rear their ugly heads at me.I have to show these unnatural desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I am also sending a message to Satan and his minions that I worship the sovereign Lord and creator of the universe and the world and that I follow Jesus Christ alongside following what my Heavenly Father's word,the Holy Bible,says in regards to sexuality and not the world's way,which is influenced by Satan and his minions.Though I have been doing this the last couple of days,I am still asking that my fellow blog followers and readers to please continue to keep me in your prayers because I still need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also ask that you please leave an encouraging word or two in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and curiosity seekers,but they rarely leave any comments.I need all the positive verbal encouragement that I can get alongside the prayerful support.They both help keep me going and reaffirm me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of turning in the applications that I picked up Monday and the evening's Lenten dinner at my church,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ