Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.When I was finished,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to leave the house to run an errand and when the errand was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and later on,started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I headed over to my usual Thursday night study group,which went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I wasn't tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have by any means,which includes fantasizing and lusting after other men nor by sexual images of men and I also wasn't tempted to watch porn either.It was great that this didn't happen and it made me feel a little bit better.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I am not worried about tomorrow.It is just that Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected and I still need to stay on guard and be watchful for that.I don't want to give them what they want because they want to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality and I don't want to do that.They also want to make me think that there is no hope for me nor is there any way out for me,but I know that both of these things are lies.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day and also,desperately.Please pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and also,I need all the positive verbal support that I can get.Your support in both of these areas helps keep me going.Your support in both of these areas also reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ