Monday, September 01, 2014

Happy Labor Day to my fellow USA citizens.
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I didn't have too much to do today.I simply ran a few errands.I also paid a visit to a couple of people who I hadn't seen in a while.I also did some shopping at a local Dollar Tree store and picked up a couple of burgers from a local Burger King,which I had for my dinner with some heated up macaroni and cheese.After I ate,I relaxed while watching a DVD and did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I didn't have any problems with temptations.But last night,as I was trying to get some sleep,temptations really started to hit me.I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting as sexual images of men were clouding my mind.This time,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and prayed until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished praying,I went right to sleep and slept soundly for the rest of the night.That temptation last night was a close call.Satan and his minions can strike at any minute at any time.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as they can strike at any time when least expected.Last night,thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,I barely escaped.I now need to work on habitually going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide as they provide power that surpasses all of humanity.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

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