Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I reduced some of my e-mail load and after that,I relaxed for much of the morning.I was still feeling tired as mid morning approached and I decided to simply have my usual quick breakfast and after that,I laid down for a little over an hour to rest and get rid of some of the drowsiness.After I got back up,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I did my personal PC work and I simply relaxed and watch a portion of a movie that I put into the DVD player,but got bored while watching it and turned it off.I did a little bit more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.I stayed home today due to it being a rainy day and I had nothing to do and no place to go.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was overwhelmed by repeated temptations.I was tempted when I was laying down.I was also tempted when I was trying to relax and watch the movie.I went to my Heavenly Father and I prayed for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed for the strength to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges.In prayer,I kept telling Satan and his minions to hit the road as James 4:7b says to "Resist the devil and he will flee from you",but I am learning more and more when you fight and resist temptations,even with the help from the sovereign Lord and creator,Heavenly Father,and his son Jesus Christ,the temptations keep coming back stronger and the more resistance is put up,the more stronger the temptations will be.I prayed and I prayed until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished praying,I felt better and much stronger.I knew and believed that my Heavenly Father gave me the strength that I asked for and I did feel it.I am still working on making it a habit to go to my Heavenly Father and ask him for that strength whenever these temptations come around.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Yes,I do.I need to know that I am not alone in this particular struggle and both your prayerful and especially,your continued positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue in prayer for me.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ