Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I reduced the amount of my e-mail and after that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then got dressed and I decided to turn in a little bit of bottles that I had in the back seat of my car.After that,I went to a local used music store to pick up a CD that was being held for me.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped the CD off and after relaxing a while.I gave a friend a call to see if they were home so I could visit for a while,but they told me that they still weren't feeling well and after that,I headed back out to do some shopping.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.When that was over,I did some more personal PC work and after that,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.My usual Thursday night study was canceled tonight and so,I relaxed and enjoyed watching a DVD.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to indulge in fantasizing and lusting after other men and yes,sexual images of men did cloud my mind.Fortunately,I went to my Heavenly Father and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.It was overwhelming,but not as overwhelming as the last two days.Still,I prayed for strength to help me fight and resist the urges and when I was finished,I felt better and know that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day unscathed,but despite that,I still have to keep in mind that there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with many ways to try and tempt me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I don't want to feel alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,since I have the day off from work,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ