Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I had to return a couple of important phone calls,which were by my job placement counselor/coach and my mechanic.I had to reschedule my appoint with the former for tomorrow morning and with the latter,I have to call him back on Thursday.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and while doing that,I got another phone call from my urologist's office to reschedule my appointment tomorrow to next Wednesday.After that,I finished my personal PC work.When that was finished,I had a light lunch and I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.Since it was raining today,I stayed home and took it easy.I was also still exhausted from my working yesterday into the late evening.I also in pain here and there.During the relaxation time,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a DVD into my DVD player and I watched it.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also enjoyed some music while doing so.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it is,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.In my Saturday night post,I revealed all of the negative experiences that I went through in my life.All the trauma,physical,emotional and sexual abuse and all the issues and hurtful feelings related to these things that I went through.While being a survivor of it all is one thing,I was never able to transcend all of these things.I have been in therapy all of my life.I have been from child psychologists to psychiatrists to social workers and nurse practitioner and none of them ever tried to point me in the direction of letting go,transcending and moving on.I am also taking psychiatric medication alongside the therapy.I really want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA,but all of the issues that I have gone through haven't been resolved yet,but I want to get them resolved so I can go on and become the man that my Heavenly Father wants and intended me to be.I want to heal from these unnatural sexual desires and go on to become the man I'm meant to be as my Heavenly Father wants and intends me to be.I just need to find the right therapy to do that.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that I find the right help and therapy that I need to get these negative issues resolved so I can let go and heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,is still very important to me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with my job placement counselor/coach to go over an employment application and helping a friend out in the afternoon,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ