Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed for work and I proceeded to head for work.
The work day went as well as expected.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while before showering quickly again.After that,I headed out to check out a sale that was in my area,but couldn't find anything that interested me.After that,I headed for a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of Hot Pockets to have with my dinner.After that,I went to check out a local mattress store to check out their mattress stock.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I prepared a light evening meal.
After my light evening meal of a bowl of soup and the two Hot Pockets that I bought,I decided to pop a DVD into the DVD player and watch it.After that was over,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Early this evening,I was tempted to indulge in fantasizing and lusting after other men,including imagining myself in sinful sexual activity with them.But this time,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him for the strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and didn't cease praying until the temptations died down.I prayed and I prayed and when I was finished,I felt better and much stronger.I am now going to make it my resolve to pray whenever temptations come around.I am also going to make it my resolve to start to try and pray frequently to him.I may need to ask for strength daily and often.I don't want to fall back into the trap of falling into sin and repenting.I also still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike again when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and again,I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ