Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and I simply put the bags in my 4X4 and headed for the work site.When I got there,I had lunch before before sorting the laundry out.
After eating and sorting out the laundry,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a 1/2 gallon of orange juice.After paying for the juice,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped the juice off and I got ready for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
My session with the counselor went well.It was shortened because there was something going on and she had to take care of that.As a result,the session was cut short.But I did get something out of it and it was wonderful.We made another appointment and we called it over.
On the way home,I stopped over at my sister's house and talked with my brother in-law for a while.It was a good conversation.We talked about a lot of personal things and about my father's upcoming visit,which is supposed to take place in July.After talking with him,I headed for home.
When I got home,I registered some bills at the Where's George site and I went out to get something to eat.My mom and I each had a cheeseburger and a chicken sandwich from Wendy's for dinner with some tater tots on the side.It was wonderful and after I ate,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.
I am feeling pretty good.I am not feeling any depression at the moment.There are also no negative thoughts or images creeping up into my mentality.I guess that now I am really getting to the roots of the emotional issues that I am struggling with at the moment,I am feeling better.There are also a lot of things that I am anticipating.I am anticipating a reconciliation with my father and though his visit is still several weeks away,I have a feeling that the reconciliation will work out well.I am already getting the good feeling that everything will work out well and that this will be a big success.For a long time,I have held onto to my mom's image of my father and now,I am letting go of that.I am going to get to know my father a little bit better.I am also looking forward to this visit and spending some time with him.Again,I have the feeling that everything will work out well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.There were no images or cravings.I'm also not having the temptation to watch pornography at the moment.Though I am not,I still have to be on guard.The temptation will come when I least expect it and I will just have to deal with the temptation when it happens.Again,I am feeling pretty good and I am hoping that these feelings last for quite a while.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ