Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and after I was finished,I simply bagged what was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center before heading for home.I also had lunch before heading for home.
When I got home,I decided to relax and have a nap.I was feeling a little tired and I felt that a nap would do me some good.This time,it actually did.I got back up refreshed and feeling a little bit better.
I also managed to get out and check up on a friend that had just been released from the hospital.I spent a few minutes with him and he was in pretty good spirits.After talking with him for a few minutes,I left for home.
When I got back home,I had to make a few phone calls.It was to check up on some accounts that I had to see if my payments had been received,which they were.I was relieved to hear that the payments were received and I could move on with the rest of the day.
I watched a little bit of TV for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also managed to find some time to play a couple of online games by myself.After doing that,I closed off the internet and I waited for dinner to get done.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also called the Drop-In Center and talked with them for a while.These talks that I have been having with them have been doing quite a bit of good.The lady that I have been talking to said to me that I am sounding better than I have been and she feels that I will come out of this funk very soon.I am hoping that I do get out of it.I am sick of this negatively funky feeling.
Though I am slowly getting out,I am still feeling some of the depressive feelings that I have been feeling.I am still sighing repeatedly and I am still not feeling as cheerful as I should be.I still can't laugh at some things at the moment and I am still feeling like that I was run over by something.I am hoping to be fully out of this funk soon.I want to feel like myself and not like the depressive feelings that I have been feeling.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having the temptation to watch pornography.This is also giving me a pretty decent feeling of accomplishment.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ