Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I really did not do too much.I ate a quick breakfast after I woke up and I did my personal PC work.It was only very little and I managed to get it done in less than an hour.After finishing that,I did some online browsing before closing the internet.
In the early afternoon,I ran an errand for my mom.I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get.I also helped a lady that I knew from around the town by taking her home because she had three bags full of groceries and she wanted to get home.I dropped her off at her place and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off the stuff that I had gotten and I headed back out to get a couple of small things at another local supermarket in my hometown and I headed back home after that.
When I got back home,I relaxed for a bit and I took a bath while my mom prepared dinner.A bath before dinner on Saturday is a habit of mine and I wanted to be clean and shaven.After finishing,I put on some clean clothes and I ate.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also called the Drop-In Center again and the conversation that I had was another pleasant one.I will be calling tomorrow and I am hoping for yet another pleasant talk with someone.
Though I am feeling okay,I am still feeling the depressive funk that I have been in for the past several weeks.It seems that I just can't snap out of this.I have been trying everything and it hasn't been working.If anyone out there can help me with any encouraging words,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
Before posting here,I had another talk with my brother in-law at the same place that he was yesterday and I also got a phone call from my father while waiting for the internet connection.Both of these conversations,though short,were very pleasant.I will be talking with my brother in-law tomorrow and I am hoping that it will be yet another pleasant talk.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no temptation to watch pornography and that is great.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow without any temptation.
As for tonight,I am going to go out even though I really don't feel like it.I am hoping to have a good time.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ